We are here in honeymoon
Other lovers swoon
Under this full moon
Fire light faces
Bright smiles
Embraces
Here in foreign places
Not a trace
Of home
No kids no stress no strife
Just a happy husband
With his little wife
Blokes stoke cigars
Smoke drifts afar
As we women sit hip to hip wishing on stars
Up in the night
Where’s my light?
They search for their own bright
Eyes empty and dark
Looking stark (but not like Tony)
I feel so phony and alone
Although you’re near
You don’t hear
My longing groan
I should’ve known
You’re not The One
What happened to all our fun?
Now we just fuck to come.
I gotta make some waves
Bust outta this cave
Never to behave again
No more a slave to save
You
Or save us (crash this bus)
I own my own crave
Can’t dig my own grave
Just yet
Before I flee, before this kills me
I got to gotta be
A little bit Cray Cray Z
Football on loud TV screens
Screaming men in colors for teams
Got passion for The Game
But they don’t know wives’ middle name
No shame
To lose or win (feelin’ like Anne Boleyn)
Don’t pull the pin or take a spin
‘Cause it’s a sin
To miss a Sunday
Or Monday
Or Thurs
While she’s on the sideline waiting for hers
I see this room gunna Boom
These flowers gotta bloom
Fuck this doom and groom
My womb is done
I want my fun
Before you run, pop off your gun
Take some care of number one
Before this kills you and me
We mamas got to be
A little bit Cray Cray Z
You don’t have to see
Me be bustin all day in day out
Without a doubt
To live
I give a gift to me
Cause honey I need to be
A little bit Cray Cray Z
Midnight slip and skinny dip
Strip off my clothes
You gunna flip
Out
I’m not there by your side
And honey
My lips ain’t open wide
For your dick (You’re slick)
I’m screaming up at the sky
Flying away up high
Swimming by and by
The ebb and flow of this tide
This yearning and burning ain’t pride
Pushing to pull from inside
We worlds apart
yet side by side
My man got his thing
Now I got mine
I keepin your ring
And learnin to sing
In my time
That’s my lifeline
I’m not a halftime
I’m the whole show
Growin to know how to glow
And flowing to be
A whole lotta Cray Cray Z
*Hi Mom! Don’t worry, this is not about my husband and me. It’s what I witnessed when he and I went to that incredibly romantic, all-inclusive Bahamian resort. I had a great time, but other women did not look so happy, so this is for them.